*~620 DAYS~*

It has been 620 days of me holding the "Mama" title.

Equal to 1 year 8 months and 13 days.

Starting from my confinement days until sometime in February this year, I had been getting help from my parents and my sister in taking care my dear son, Aisy, without full help from my husband who works approximately 250 km away from us.

Nahhh not that he works off shore or somewhere over the sea, but the distance do kill me. Missing him and thinking of having him helping me raising our son every night.

So quitting was my first option until I got an offer to work near to my dearest husband. Thanks to the Almighty.

And the real journey of motherhood starts.

Been looking high and low for a good babysitter. Found one and she loves Aisy so much. However, apparently my son is way tooooooo active for her to handle. After 5 months looking after my son, it took one bloody fall and she asked me to find other babysitter.

So much drama in finding good babysitter or good daycare.

Now, Aisy has been sent to a daycare for 3 days so far. He can mingle around and learn one or two simple things.

Being a working mom always need you to outsource some of your mommy jobs and I know it is not that easy. Right now, while writing this, am still wondering what is Aisy doing now. I hope he is okay since he was crying this morning wanting to follow me to work. Miss him.

I hope I can find more time to play with him.

Tonight we gonna have some music dancing class together. Hope he will enjoy it as much as I am.

Till then,
XOXO